Yeah, I mean -- Dean is my OTC, and I feel awful for him here too, and I desperately want him to realise he's allowed to be a person and exist as someone who has worth in himself, not just in relation to Sam. But that awful, deadening depression that comes from feeling trapped and like you're beating your head against a wall with your nearest and dearest? It's soul-destroying, and it's so obvious in where Sam is at in the show right now. Gah.
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Yeah, I mean -- Dean is my OTC, and I feel awful for him here too, and I desperately want him to realise he's allowed to be a person and exist as someone who has worth in himself, not just in relation to Sam. But that awful, deadening depression that comes from feeling trapped and like you're beating your head against a wall with your nearest and dearest? It's soul-destroying, and it's so obvious in where Sam is at in the show right now. Gah.