Oh, bb, I so feel you. Enjoying my present routine (enjoying having a routine at all) is so recent for me, and I had to fight so hard for it. And it's so weird that I was so anxious about the trip, considering how very fully inside my old comfort zone such a thing would have been ... maaaybe all that anxiety was trying to tell me something after all. :-]

Thanks for your wonderful comments and sweet message. <3 <3 <3