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[brightly_lit]

I'm equal parts excited and nervous about the trip. We used to travel all the time, which was easy then (except financially, but hey, that's what credits cards were for, right?) because I didn't like my life and I always wanted to escape it. But I really like my life now. I've spent all my spare time for the past week or so writing and writing, because I know I won't have time or focus to do it on the trip. I'll miss it. I'll miss my Bucky paintings. I'll miss my routine. Man, I never thought I'd be the type to say that.

But that's the thing about going out and doing something you never do, that gets you out of your comfort zone: You don't want to go, but in the end you're so glad you did. Well, most of the time. I really hope it ends up that way this time. See you on the flip side!

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[kalliel]

As someone who does not enjoy her present routine, I am insanely jealous of you! (Which is totally counter-productive, I know. :P) Both in terms of your impending trip, and the routine you will be leaving. But I know that anxious sense, and that feeling of standing at the edge of your comfort zone. And you and SC are going to have such a grand time. <3333 I'm looking forward to full reports, you two! Have a lovely drive, and a fabulous, fabulous weekend!

[brightly-lit.livejournal.com]

Oh, bb, I so feel you. Enjoying my present routine (enjoying having a routine at all) is so recent for me, and I had to fight so hard for it. And it's so weird that I was so anxious about the trip, considering how very fully inside my old comfort zone such a thing would have been ... maaaybe all that anxiety was trying to tell me something after all. :-]

Thanks for your wonderful comments and sweet message. <3 <3 <3